Reflecting on myself.

Looking at the timeline, there are many single coins A7 A8, and then looking at myself, I missed too many opportunities, and the feeling of anxiety has come up again.
Recalling the entire trade, there are too many mistakes, writing here to clarify my thoughts, both to motivate myself and to hopefully inspire everyone.
Mistakes:
1. I didn't truly stick to my own views.
For this OG position in Ethereum, I had understood and known the details beforehand. This young girl had interacted with Lao Ma many times before and has always advocated for promoting this mascot. Moreover, this young girl had interacted with this position itself and only interacted with this position. Against this background, the other SOL chain and BSC are just riding the coattails.
Additionally, in my perception, Lao Ma has romantic and emotional traits. So he would definitely reply and is very likely willing to adopt this as SpaceX's mascot.
That was my inner thought at the time, but I was influenced.
Everyone says to believe in yourself, but in actual operation, I didn't truly practice this.
The influence came from the fact that almost no front-runner built a position at the ten million level yesterday; subconsciously, I thought: if these smart money front-runners didn't choose this, maybe this token isn't that good.
So I didn't take it seriously, didn't set the right scale for betting, and just threw in all the leftover coins on the chain that hadn't been cleaned up yet.
Looking back, are their ideas 100% correct?
I always quote Lu Xun's words: "Is it always like this, then is it right?" often on my lips, but I haven't seriously thought about it, which is quite laughable.
In future trades, I need to stimulate my original views more and block out external noise. Others' opinions are not always correct, and real profits never come from most people's ideas.
2. Anxiety severely affects me.
After replying positively and then suddenly taking off, I saw I missed out on too much original profit, and anxiety surged. Coupled with negative thoughts like "I might as well sell," and the feeling of giving up (these are not worth it), I sold too early, leaving only a few precious chips.
Later, I thought about using my proud swing trading method to increase my position, but the more I swung, the higher it flew, with no retracement at all.
So another mindset I should establish is to take every trade seriously, cherish every chip. And when the trend hasn't reversed, reduce or avoid so-called swing trading.
The only thing I think I did right:
Carefully researched the token and narrative, with no missing or unknown information. The information sources were sufficient.
In summary, these few sentences:
1. For this level of game, be sure to thoroughly and completely research the information.
2. Always listen more to your own ideas. Even if you lose, it's okay. At least afterward, you can focus on yourself. If you are wrong, you can seriously reflect; if you win, you can review what you did right.
After trusting others' opinions, whether winning or losing, the focus shifts to others. Winning makes you think others are awesome; losing makes you feel you were betrayed.
3. Reiterate self-reflection: "Is it always like this, then is it right?"