# 摆烂人生

To be honest, these past few years have been exhausting trying to hustle in the crypto circle.
Recently, my company went bankrupt, leaving me with a mountain of debt. The friends and even relatives who used to revolve around me all changed their faces overnight. Those days of having to watch people's expressions before eating a meal, counting the last few bucks in my pocket, I’ve really had enough of them.
Half a month ago, I looked at the wildly jumping candlesticks on the screen and suddenly felt a surge of anger: to hell with analysis, to hell with technicals, let it be what it will be.