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I started working in the food delivery industry from June of last year,

It’s been over a year now,

I remember back then,

I still looked quite naive,

Extremely insecure,

Extremely depressed,

To what extent? I would feel like someone was watching me whenever I went out,

Walking was uncomfortable.

At that time, I didn’t dare to talk to strangers,

Would turn red as soon as I opened my mouth,

Heart pounding,

Very shy overall.

But during this period of delivering food,

I found that I changed a lot,

My self-evaluation is that I’ve become more confident,

Able to handle some unexpected situations with ease,

Like when a customer places an order without the actual weight,

I can calmly discuss with the customer to add money,

Something I wouldn’t have dared to do before.

Another thing is, I realized that today marks two months since I started my daily tasks,

Even in a noisy crowd, I can read a book without being disturbed,

Able to focus fully,

My core strength is getting more stable,

Although sometimes I still curse when I encounter things I don’t understand,

But as I curse, I realize I’ve become stronger.

It’s really like that,

I used to be very fragile,

Would give up at the slightest difficulty,

It’s been like this since I was a kid,

I was good at table tennis in elementary school,

Selected by my class to participate in the grade competition,

Because I was nervous from the attention,

Made a couple of mistakes and my mentality exploded,

And I threw my paddle and quit.

Jump rope too,

Back then I could do fancy jumps,

Ranked among the top in the school,

But on the competition day, because of nervousness,

Made frequent mistakes,

And quit the game,

My head teacher even called me to the classroom door for a talk.

This problem has always troubled me,

I knew very well that this wasn’t right,

But I felt powerless,

After entering society, this mental issue worsened,

To the point that I couldn’t hold a job for long,

Would want to quit at the slightest pressure,

Want to resign.

That’s why, in my first article of my daily tasks,

I wrote that I am a piece of ruins,

The reason is here,

Because from real cases,

I couldn’t find my own value,

I even felt that just living was a waste of air.

My family criticized me a lot,

Constantly comparing me to others,

Saying who is hardworking,

Who is more tolerant,

Why can’t I do the same.

Honestly,

I was more anxious than anyone,

At that time, I tried countless methods,

Seeing a psychologist,

Doing psychological counseling,

Running and exercising,

Reading and learning,

Even cutting off all options and forcing myself,

But what was the final result? I further confirmed that I am a waste.

Actually, starting to deliver food last year wasn’t that smooth either,

Before I began my daily tasks,

I was inconsistent,

Just enough to get by,

Sometimes I would work hard for a few days just to pay rent,

Then I’d lie at home and relax.

Back then, I wouldn’t deliver in hot weather,

Wouldn’t deliver in cold weather,

Wouldn’t deliver if I was in a bad mood,

Always finding reasons,

Just not to go out.

And I wasn’t just lying flat without guilt,

My inner self was very conflicted,

That is, I was fully aware of my decline,

But I felt powerless,

Just thinking about it was painful.

Honestly, these past two months of daily tasks have helped me a lot,

At least I no longer give up,

Even when facing continuous setbacks,

I didn’t just give up and lie flat,

Instead, I would indulge in a big meal,

Eat and drink to my fill,

Then get back online and keep working.

So,

I realize that,

People’s abilities are not something you think up,

Nor are they innate,

And definitely not something that falls from the sky,

People’s abilities are cultivated,

磨出来的。

This is thanks to the job of food delivery,

Because it’s an excellent炼金场,

As long as your thoughts don’t quite match reality,

Rest assured,

Reality will slap you in the face.

For example, getting lost,

Customers not answering calls,

Navigation drifting,

Having to climb over walls,

Restaurants not preparing food,

Traffic jams,

Various other issues,

Will always make you very annoyed.

And these things don’t just happen once and disappear,

No,

As long as you care about them,

They will occur frequently,

Until you fully accept reality,

And stop caring,

Then you won’t suffer anymore.

It’s really like that,

Why am I no longer as fragile as before? I think,

It’s because of this high-frequency, continuous磨练 of reality,

Over time,

My tolerance has increased,

And I’ve become stronger,

So, do you think delivering food is a苦难? Yes,

And it’s a磨难 that destroys body and mind.

But do you think delivering food is a贵人? Yes,

Because it made me stronger.

I tried countless ways last time to solve my problems,

But just a few months of delivery work solved them all,

I believe,

This job has given me lifelong benefits,

It made me think,

Made me awaken,

Made me realize my own issues,

Made me change,

And then played the role of that bad guy, constantly磨练 myself,

What if that’s not a贵人? I think there’s nothing better or more considerate than it.

Friends,

Our life journey will not always be smooth sailing,

When encountering difficulties,

After venting and cursing,

It’s good to calm down and think,

What will it teach us? Strength or optimism,

Sometimes switching perspectives,

Can completely change the course of life,

Best wishes!