Last night in the early hours, I found my handwritten diary. I started from the first entry in December 2023 and read through to the most recent one in July 2025. I’d roughly write a handwritten entry every 3-4 months, recording the situation at the time, my reflections, my plans, and self-encouragement. Since it was completely written for me to read, the struggles, fears, and hopes from that period are still vividly in my mind.